One day, I will be able to have complete faith in myself and be able to get up in front of a large group of people and speak with ease. One day, I will be able to have complete confidence that it won't matter what I think other's think of me, and that I will be so sure of who I am and who God knows I am that it will feel WONDERFUL!!!! Until then, I will keep praying and maybe take a public speaking class, or something:-)